If you don't invest very much, then defeat doesn't hurt very much and winning is not very exciting
I am not okay! how can i tell you that i am not okay? I've been crying for hours already. Please do read and feel my mind at the same time. Yes, you can read my mind. You have done it for several times already. Please do it now, so you will know that pain that i am suffering and you'll feel it. I have no guts of telling you this and you knew the reason already for that!
But i've got no choice! I have to remain strong and fight fight till the very end... I have to endure all of this. I have to carry on through despite hardships:) yes, because I love you so much. I know God will never leave me on situations like this.
I just hope everything will be okay! soon...